Please for the love of god let me have this day. This one day where I have been smiling real smiles and my eyes have been bright, not the dull thats always cast over them. Stop making me feel like some low down piece of shit thats been scraped up from the ground and used for your own well being. If you dont want me around just fucking tell me. Its nothing I haven’t heard before. I never begged for a friend I never begged for another person to bring down, to lose. I was fine on my own when nobody knew a damns thing about me and if I had it my way I would have kept it that way. I enjoyed my secrets, the secrets I only spilled to my pillow when I cried myself to sleep. If only walls could talk. So im begging you save me the trouble and fucking tell me you found a better person, theres someone who you’re not constantly having to decipher weather they’re really happy or biting her tongue. Who you dont have to always comfort because youve become that one person who knows me. Save us both the trouble and sit by her in class, flaunt ut right in front of me because after that I wont stick around long to watch.